To all of you who read the story that was posted here tonight, I'm deeply sorry. Every once in while these scumbags of the earth submit fake stories just to prove us once again that they are not worthy of breathing.
The story was deleted and I apologize if it triggered or upset anyone. I was asleep and I deleted it as soon as I saw it this morning.
by Verenaon 23 Aug 2004
Up until I was 6 I was sexually abused by my granddad. I told my mum and dad but it took a lot of courage because he used to threaten to kill my dad if I told anyone, but I did tell people and at the time I thought it was the right thing to do but now imí not too sure. All my family knew what he was like and my mum knew what he was doing and after I found out she knew I thought that she didnít care and that she wanted it to happen to me. But now I know different, she told me she never said any thing because she wanted to hear it from me because if she would have asked me it would have been like putting words in my mouth. Which I agree with but not until 2 weeks ago me when my mum had a really good talk about it and I opened up to her and in return she also opened up me and its so nice in a way that there is some one that knows exactly how I feel. You know the feeling of being DIRTY all the time and feeling like it was my fault that all my cousins were abused and my mum also feels the same way but itís worse for her because she had to live with him and all the brothers and sisters and also her mum didnít believe her or maybe didnít want to believe her. I have had help but when I go they always try to get me to come out with it all and to be honest I really donít want to go through it all again. I still have nightmares about it after 8 years and I wish that it just go away and to make that worse he is now out of prison and he told me just as he was being taken away that he would find me and make my life hell im sooo scared and donít know what to do please help me some one please.
by CLAIREon 23 Aug 2004
I feel sometimes like my whole life is based on recovery.. it gets so tiring inside my head..I have been a victim to all kinds of abuse..It first started around seven years old...and then i was raped at a party when i was 14 , then again at 15 when i was a patient in a hospital, then again at 16, the again at seventeen.. I dont put myself in bad psoitions..but i have this thought stuck in my head that when a man is asking for sex from me if i say no i will be raped again...but thats what has happened.. so i have this problem saying no and resisting..kinda just lay there and pray they think im asleep... i mean this hasnt happened in a while and im dating someone.. and for a while i had the biggest problem with intimacy... i had and still have so much fear inside of me.. i have panic attacks, flashbacks, nightmares..i got the whole nine yards... yea but i am just afraid to be a victim my whole god damn life... if anyone has any advice or whatever..IM me on AOL... MiahLovesToto
by Ashleaon 22 Aug 2004
I am a 17 year old female. On Sunday August 15, 2004 I was working at my Church Bazzar. I went on a brake after hours of frying dough. A male friend of mine 20 years old asked to speak to me privatley, so we walked to the back of my Church. We talked for about 10 minutes as I was leaning against the wall. He then procceded to kiss me amd touch me in places only my ex boyriend only touched me. I froze and just stood there quietly. I was scared out of my mind. After that all I could think of was I know anyone can get attacked but I didn't think it could happen behind your own church. My church is a place where I go for comfort, its like a second home to me. Now I am scared to go back there, scared that if I turn the cornor he will be there. He lives 2 blocks away from me, he knows my number, he knows where I work, he is a parishoner of my Church. Now I am scared to go into the House of God. I am scared to walk to the cornor by myself. I look in the back of me and side everytime. I am a 17 year old female, a Catholic, a person who teaches religious education, who goes to church everyweek, gets A's and B's, and now who is scared to do anything because I was attacked behind my church. The only reason he didn't do anything further is because my Priest turned the cornor. Now I thank the Lord for my Priest Father Colin who saved me from a possible brutual attack. All I think is I froze, I froze, I froze,
by Kristen Harrison 20 Aug 2004
When I was just a young girl of about the age of 9, I was coming home from school and a group of teens around 16 stoped me and asked if I wanted to see a really cool thing. So as a little kid, I said yes. They took me into a dark alley and told me to look one of the guys pulling his pants down and said "isnt it cool?" I said it looks funny. He told me to put it in my mouth and suck it so I did and I hated it and every guy made me do it. Now I'm scared for life, I can't even have a relationship with a man because of this.
by needs help on 20 Aug 2004
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